thisistoturingmeemotionally,iswear.itisgettingnowhere.nopointexplaningmyselfforyouwillneverunderstand.igaveyouchancesplentyofthem,buthaveyoutreasureanyoneofthematall?haveyounotrealisedthatimtired?manyatimesiwonderwhydoievenbothertryingtotalktoyou.imstildoingsoforistilwantyou,
as a friend.
youweretheonwhotoldyouhadmovedoanditwasyou,whotoldmetomoveon.itwasyouwhotoldmetoopenandstartanewchapterofmylifewithoutyou.itwasyouwhotoldmetoletgo.iwasyouwhochosetogiveitup.
it was you,who told me it was all over.
thisistheverylastchancedude.
dearest,i need to know too.