hello, im back.
feeling lotsa lotsa lotsa mixed feelings now.
arg, its just so.arg, god.
sexy didnt get into tp,
and i fell instantly.i was disappointed, i was shocked, never did i expect tat his appeal was unsuccessful.why wouldnt want them?.hes such a talent.oh fuck.i mean seriously this meant lots to me, esp when things had just turn a little better.its just like the finishing line for us..argg.oh fuck fukc fuck.arg.arhhh.f*ck.
and to you,yes you.you know who you are.
i know the feelings you have for me, im not blind or deaf for nuts.
its been really hard for me to tell you directly what i want to say.
for i dun wana risk the friendship we share,esp when we are living so near to each other.
its hard for me, you know to always act as though nothing is going on..
it arent easy lah huh..but stil.erm, i hope we wil stil remain as friends yeah..and stil, friends.
and back to tat line of mine..let fate decides : )
merry christmas to all!