in jus about 15 minutes.it wil be 2 months since i told you i like you.doubt you can remember.yes.its on 8/8.well.two months passed.n here im am.stil wonderin how much you love me.oh yes i am.i jus dunoe.thought everi think wil go well.but.unfortunately.nope.i dunoe about you.about ur sis thinky.i seriously dunoe wat to do.u said family was first.well.i guess.er..
you were sweet.you were cute.you were romantic.
but...
i dunoe.i seriously dunoe how to put in words.im jus afraid.of quarrelin again.when u n i wil start screamin over e phone n you simply ignorin me.
well i guess.its e N levels?.or im jus findin stupid excuses.avoidin those 'i think hes together with another gal' or 'i think hes jus playin round with my feelings' reason?.well.i dunoe.
all we do is jus good nite take care love ya.i dunoe.
those 'greetings' are gettin lesser n lesser.
hmm.no.its sum times have.sum times dun have.
weirddd.
n guess wat.
you cant even hear tat im sick.when like everi one is askin if im oki.
'its e Ns its e Ns.'tats wat i kept in my mind.nothin else.
guess guys are jus like this.SIMPLY INSENSITIVE.argggg.
n e everi one think tat i cant understand is.why am i always on e waitin line?ya.so wat if u have 24hrs free incomin?.i mean i dun care if its a gal or guy or gay.but.i.i dunoe.its jus piss me off everi time hearin hey darlin i gotta hang up e phone.my bro is on e other line.or sum think like.sorii darlin im havin a conference.hiax..i cant even have a nice n sweeet conversation with you.i cant even remember when was e last time i had a conversation tat lasted more than 15mins.
'its e Ns.its e Ns'.see.this phrase kept poppin out.damn.
ya.but wateva.ur Ns gonna be over.tom.
aniway good luck al e best.
n ya.i stil love you.
ps.dar.if you read this.i hope u are sil stayin calm n cool.pleasee.put urself into my shoes first before you start boiling with anger k?.i hope u wil understand.its jus my feelings.i dun wan hide em all.i wan you to noe.yup.erm.ya.